My name is Rahul (changed name) and i am working in IT sector top MNC company. I have a guilt in my heart for a long time, due to this i cannot feel happy in any situation.
I m going to confess something that was really horrible for me, that time i was in b. tech first year IT branch. I live in Mathura at that time because my college is near my house. Sorry i cannot disclose my college name, but it near at Agra Delhi highway.
Let come on my confession, it was the month of June I went somewhere and meet a girl who was too pretty and beautiful. We both started to meetings with each other. lots of meeting and call exchanges between us.we fall in love each other.
After some days I got a call on my mobile phone I picked up and I got that was the voice of Nisha and she was weeping. And told me her parents engaged her with a person and she does not want to marry him at any cost, cause of our love even me also .I was helpless after hearing all this. Then we decided to go to a tantrik baba to solve this entire situation. We went to him and told all the problems what we were suffering that time. After hearing, all these things, he demands Rs. 30,000 from us. And a heart of a donkey for a worship of tona-totka. I was shocked to hear this but I don’t want to lose my love at any cost, so I decided to give him a heart of a donkey and said him to come again with it. I totally lost my mind that time. It was the time of mid night, I went out of my house to find a donkey with knife and a Polly beg in my pocket. I walked hours but I was not able to find a donkey nearby my home. Now it was the time of 3:30 am, I could not get a single donkey and came back my home. Whole day I was thinking about a donkey only I asked to my friends also if they saw a single donkey in this area, next night I went again to find a donkey but couldn’t get. We both were disturbed with the things what was going on that time. Finally, forth night when I went again out of my area I found a donkey and I saw left and right to me, To recognize that anybody is there or not, anybody is watching me or not. There was nobody, it was a silent road after a struggle of 2 hours I catch that donkey and killed him. I don’t know what I am doing and why I am doing but I picked up the heart of that donkey and put it in a polly beg what I had. I was totally stained by the blood of donkey. I changed my clothes and go directly to that baba. I gave him this and now the turn of 30,000 Rs. I was not getting what to do. In the end I took the money from my friend and gave him. But all these efforts was worthless because we couldn’t stop her marriage. She got marriage with half heart and I went again to that baba and found that he ran away, and make us fool.
When I came out this, I remembered that friend who gave me 30,000 Rs. and it time to return that money. I worked as a part time labor to give his money back.
Now a days, when I think about all of those nonsense, which I have done at that time. I found that how foolish i am at that time. If I try to talk to my parents or her parents, definitely we got some solution. I still found myself guilty, which I have done with that donkey.
I suggest to every one please donot trust any on Baba or tantrik. They can spoil your whole life. Please stay way them